you're so lucky girls you are gonna read one more part from "Summer Love" by Olympia!! yeyyyy!! xDD
i finally wrote it! jeez!Part 23He fondled my face looking at my eyes and like he saw something sure in them he took my hand and led me out of the room. We went to the living room then he took a blanket from the couch and put it down to the floor as he sorted out some other things, he wanted to be perfect as I did. But if I was ready and since I was the one who asked it then why I was so scared? Why my heart was banging like it was going to break out of my body?
“Are you ok?” he asked and he touched my hand. At that time my heart skipped a beat.
“Yes” I lied and I knelt in front of him.
He smiled crookedly and fondled my hair “If you are not ready yet we can wait you know”
“No no I am!” I said and I got closer to him. It’s now or never! I took a breath and I bowed to kiss him. My hands locked behind his neck as one of his hand slid down my back, pressing me tighter against his chest. Although I shivered after his touch I didn’t care I crushed myself closer, molding myself to the shape of him and then we were falling.
My head suddenly was in a pillow and Eric hovered over me. I know, that was normal, that was the way it suppose to be but still…I wasn’t used to it and I was terrified again. I felt his hand touching by waist under my shirt and then the trembling had begun! I started sweating and my breath became harsh and fast. Eric’s mouth moved to my neck, giving me time to breath.
“Wait, Eric wait” I got the chance to whisper gasping.
“What is it?” he asked as he pulled back a bit.
“I…ok, this is embarrassing but… I don’t know what to do and…”
He suddenly flashed a big grin at me and fondled my cheek.
“What?” I asked blushing.
He chuckled “Carol you are so nervous, relax, breath!”
I did what he asked me to do and I kinda felt better but my heart was still hammering.
“You have to calm yourself, don’t thing about the practical things” he chuckled again “I’m gonna lead you, you have to trust me”
“I trust you” I whispered.
“I won’t hurt you, I promise”
I nodded and I kissed him, then we began where we had left off…
I woke up in his hug; he was caressing my bare arm as his other hand was behind his head. I lightly opened my eyes and looked up to see his marvelous face, he immediately flashed his perfect smile and I blushed remembering…
“Happy Birthday” he said fondling my burned cheek.
I opened my eyes brightly shocked.
Of course! It’s my birthday today! I’m 18? Wow! Finally! “You remembered!”
He grimaced “Of course I remembered!”
I smiled apologetically. “Thanks” I whispered looking at his eyes, even the dark room his eyes had still that ridiculously perfect color, bright blue, that you can’t see them and not be melted. I reached my hand to touch his face and kiss him.
“So what do you want for present?” he asked smiling.
“oh! Um..that’s difficult question, I haven’t really thought about it”
“Easy, think about what you need right now and for all your life” he winked at me.
“Well if you put it like that, I want you!”
He chuckled “You already have me!”
“But not for forever..” I said and I pulled my head down, thinking the conservation I had yesterday with Jessica. That was the right time to ask him about what he was thinking.
“What do you mean?” he asked confused trying to catch my glance.
“Eric, what are you gonna do after summer?” I asked looking at my hands.
“I.. I’m gonna look for a job, I guess.. Why?”
“And what about us?”
“What about us? What does my work has to do with our relationship?” he sounded more confused.
“Eric do you love me?” I asked as I looked at him with full of tears eyes.
“Of course I love you!” he laughed like that was obvious “Carol, you know that your words don’t make any sense, don’t you?”
“Then why are you leaving?” I gasped through tears and wrapped my arms around his neck “why are you gonna leave
me? I thought that we would stay together forever, I thought that you loved me enough as I do and you would stay with me, I know it’s selfish to only think about it but I can’t help myself, I love you and I can’t live without you, and still if you asked me to leave with you I would come, I would leave everything for you, you’re…you are… ” I sobbed into his throat “my life”
He was shocked – of course – he didn’t know how to react, I don’t blame him, I was crazy and I knew that but still I didn’t regret for telling him that! I was crying then, my arms tighten around his neck, he said nothing, he was just fondling my hair as I was abluting him with tears. Then I stopped and pulled back.
“You ok?” he asked calmly and half smiling.
I nodded “Sor-ry” I sighed.
“Why are you apologizing? Because you said what you’re feeling? I wish I was that brave to say
my feelings for you! I’m glad you said those things” he said and touched my face softly.
“You are not angry?”
“Oh yes I am! i’m very angry” he answered seriously and I looked down again “I’m not mad because you said those things Carol, I’m mad because after all we’ve been through and after all this time I told you how much you mean to me you believe that I was going to leave you, or at least leave without you!” he shook his head.
Now I was the shocked and confused one!
“I’m not planning to leave you Carol, you are everything to me! How could I? I’m staying here”
“You’re not leaving?” I asked shocked again.
“Nop! You’re not gonna do away with me so soon” he joked.
I stayed still for a minute and then realizing what had just happened I broke into screams “Omg!!!!!!!! I can’t believe it! Omg you’re staying?? This is the best present ever!!I love you I love you I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!” I shouted as I jumped into his hug and started kissing him. At first he was amazed but then he laughed through my kisses and softened again as our kiss became more passionate.
Suddenly I stopped and pulled him away “Why in the hell you didn’t tell me sooner? Do you know how many days I was miserable about that?” I was looking at him furious.
“Well..sorry but I didn’t think that you would be so absurd!” he said amusingly.
“What?? I really hate you Eric!”
“Man, you have disordered emotions, you have to mind that” he teased half smiling.
I grimaced “Yeah maybe in the morning”
“Um..look outside sleeping beauty!” he laughed pointing out of the window the purple-blue sky that was beginning to dawn.
Suddenly I frisson of fear drove through me and it wasn’t by what I saw, better what I was about to see and hear when I would go home!
OME that part is huge!